This is it.
What I've feared all along has become a reality. The event has been cancelled. Now, it looks like the efforts that we've put in for the past few months have come to nothing. It would be an understatement to say that I'm disappointed. Because it's not just disappointment that I feel here. It's like as if we just gave up without even trying. What's the point of preparing so much in advance when we gave up so easily?
But most of all, I'm disappointed in him. Even though he would be giving up the post soon, it seemed as though he does not bother anymore. I supposed I should not be surprised. I've sort of expected this all along. Just hoping that it will not come true.
But it has.
The harsh realities of the real world. Guess that's what business is like. No point getting too upset over it.
He: You sound upset.
Me: Am I supposed to feel happy?
What I've feared all along has become a reality. The event has been cancelled. Now, it looks like the efforts that we've put in for the past few months have come to nothing. It would be an understatement to say that I'm disappointed. Because it's not just disappointment that I feel here. It's like as if we just gave up without even trying. What's the point of preparing so much in advance when we gave up so easily?
But most of all, I'm disappointed in him. Even though he would be giving up the post soon, it seemed as though he does not bother anymore. I supposed I should not be surprised. I've sort of expected this all along. Just hoping that it will not come true.
But it has.
The harsh realities of the real world. Guess that's what business is like. No point getting too upset over it.
He: You sound upset.
Me: Am I supposed to feel happy?
