Yes, I should move on. And I will. I've brood over this long enough and it's starting to take it's toil on me. After all, it really isn't such a big deal and I feel kinda foolish to actually get so upset over it.
So what if we have put a lot of efforts into this?
So what if the event does not go on in the end?
Have I forgotten what my purpose in life is?
This isn't the be-all and end-all. Life still goes on and that is a choice that I have to make. To get this whole experience behind me or to continue to be bothered with it? I want to choose the former. I mean, there are bigger things happening out there. Who am I to actually get angry with God when he has already provided me with so many blessings? And I'm not angry with him either. Guessed I never was, I was simply looking for someone to push the blame to.
Closing the door and throwing away the key again...
But this time with a valuable lesson learnt...
No regrets....
So what if we have put a lot of efforts into this?
So what if the event does not go on in the end?
Have I forgotten what my purpose in life is?
This isn't the be-all and end-all. Life still goes on and that is a choice that I have to make. To get this whole experience behind me or to continue to be bothered with it? I want to choose the former. I mean, there are bigger things happening out there. Who am I to actually get angry with God when he has already provided me with so many blessings? And I'm not angry with him either. Guessed I never was, I was simply looking for someone to push the blame to.
Closing the door and throwing away the key again...
But this time with a valuable lesson learnt...
No regrets....
