I'm trudging through life. Trying desperately to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes I wonder if I would ever reach the end in one piece. It seems to get harder with each passing day. Seemed like Murphy law at work. Everything that could go wrong has more or less gone wrong
When will it ever end?
I'm getting scared
Where're my faith and my confidence?
I hate to admit that he's right to say that this would affect me. Didn't he realize it before he made that decision? Maybe the truth hurts even more. The truth is that he didn't care anyway. After all, why should he? Who am I to him? Just another girl, out of the hundreds that he knew. I wished I could be stronger. That I could just get over it already. This is getting so tiring. There are so many things that I should be doing instead of this. Yet a part of me is afraid to actually try something else again. I'm so afraid of falling again.
2 weeks ago, I fell while going up the bus. Till now, the wound has not completely healed yet. And I know that even when it's healed, the scar will still remain.
When will it ever end?
I'm getting scared
Where're my faith and my confidence?
I hate to admit that he's right to say that this would affect me. Didn't he realize it before he made that decision? Maybe the truth hurts even more. The truth is that he didn't care anyway. After all, why should he? Who am I to him? Just another girl, out of the hundreds that he knew. I wished I could be stronger. That I could just get over it already. This is getting so tiring. There are so many things that I should be doing instead of this. Yet a part of me is afraid to actually try something else again. I'm so afraid of falling again.
2 weeks ago, I fell while going up the bus. Till now, the wound has not completely healed yet. And I know that even when it's healed, the scar will still remain.
