Inadequate. That's how I feel now. Felt that I've undertaken more than I can actually handle. Looks like he has put his trust in the wrong people. I thought that I could do it. Things look so much easier when you're on the other side but over here, it looks so difficult. Honestly, I wonder how we can actually pull this off. I guess it's not only about me here. We've put in so much so that I think I will cry if things do not work out. But then again, what's the point in crying? I really should have known better.
Lord, i can't do this anymore. why is this happening?
I'm reminded of that song again:
If this has been a test,
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don't know
Is part of getting through
I tried to do what's best
And faith has make it easy
But the best thing I can do
Is put my trust in You
For You know better than me
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than me
Lord, when will I be truly able to let go the need to know why?
Lord, i can't do this anymore. why is this happening?
I'm reminded of that song again:
If this has been a test,
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don't know
Is part of getting through
I tried to do what's best
And faith has make it easy
But the best thing I can do
Is put my trust in You
For You know better than me
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than me
Lord, when will I be truly able to let go the need to know why?
