Mind-block. Can't get any ideas out.
I've been stuck at the same paragraph since 12 hours ago.
What are the cost and benefits of IS in provision shops?
It's only a 5 page report for goodness sake. Why can't I just finish it??

Don't know why I've been feeling distracted.
Wonder why I've to get myself into all these.
Sometimes I wonder if life would be easier if I just didn't take that first step and agree to take on that responsibility.
What was I thinking then? That I could really make a difference?
Being feeling discouraged over the spate of events recently.
Well, perhaps things weren't that great last sem and we did take quite a while to get started. But I thought this sem would be different, now that we've gotten to know each other better.

What matters is not the size, but what we could learn together as a group. I felt that I've failed in this aspect. That somehow I could not measure up. That perhaps they might be better off being under someone else instead.

Don't get me wrong, I love these people but I'm just so tired now. I just felt like giving up. Perhaps they don't need me anyway.