Here am I blogging in between lessons. Just waiting for 4 o'clock to come. Sometimes I wonder who actually bothers to read this blog. I mean, other than my close friends, who else would care about what I'm writing? My brother kept saying that my blog entries are boring, mainly because they're different from his. But that's just the way I write. I don't want to tell the whole world the happenings in my life everyday. Chances are nobody will be interested in that too.

But maybe I don't care anyway.

During my QT today, I started thinking about some things. Nothing new. They just keep resurfacing again and again.

Success. What do you mean by that?

Is it determined by the accomplishments that you've achieved? Or by the lives that you've touched? Sometimes I think: In my 21 years of life, what have I done? Am I considered a failure by societal standards? What about God's standards then?

What is it that I want? To be seen as pure and holy in God's eyes? Or to be seen as cool and popular by the world? I have to admit that often I was tempted to seek the latter...only to realise how fruitless it all can be in the end. No matter how much we try to rationalise it, this world really is superficial. We look only on the external appearances most of the time. All these talk about inner beauty and such, yet slimming centres and plastic surgery are still so popular.

oops...it's almost time...i better go for my lecture now...con't later....