I shouldn't be so concerned about the numbers. It really doesn't matter who goes or who doesn't go, or whether they tell me so last minute. After all, I only wanted a small one initially; with those I'm close to. As long as these people are there, it's good enough for me.


I wish you’d be there.
Perhaps that's all I ever wanted.
But maybe you'll never know that.

[edited on 8/8/2005: I'm glad I didn't invite you]