If this had been in school and she had been my projectmate, I guessed I would have gotten pissed off a long time ago. But now, it has showed that I wasn't that far from the truth all along. Come on, if you're not sure about whether you can do it, at least have the courtesy to say so lah. Especially since I've asked, two times before! Oh wait, she did say. At the last minute! But no, I am not angry. Not when I'd thought that things had finally taken a turn for the better. After all, I should have expected this right? Ok, maybe I am a little pissed off with the way things are going. Despite all that I say, I guess I'm still a hopeless optimist at heart. I had wished that I would be proven wrong but sadly, that isn't the case. Ya, I know I'm ranting here but this is my blog k. "In your anger do not sin". That's why I'm here blogging instead of sending an acrimonious reply to her. Oh well, as long as I know why I am doing all these.


Someone said that my blog entries are usually of me feeling sad and disillusioned. Hope this one differs.