There are times when I think that life is simply so unfair. Why is it some people are more loved than others? Why do they receive all the attention? How much attention can one person get anyway? What happens to the rest? Are guys really that shallow? Do they look only on the surface?


I know that I risk sounding like some discontented, envious person with that paragraph up there. But who cares anyway? So what if some people received more love? When what we really need is just one person to love us. Just one person to show that he cares. To love and respect me for the person that I am. I'm just so tired of people being nice to me just because they want to get something in return. I'd rather not know.


When will that person come along? Or rather, does he exist in the first place? After so many years of being alone, I'm beginning to have my doubts. When I saw my friends getting attached one by one. I just can't help but wonder. Wondering if my turn would come too. Then I wonder what I'll do if 10 years from now, things are still the same. What will I do then? What can I do? Nothing, perhaps. I'm not going to go after a guy. It hurts too much. If no one comes along, then so be it. God has a plan for me and I know that He'll reveal it to me in time to come.