I suddenly have this urge to blog today. Actually today has been a rather uneventful day. I only went to school for one lecture which was not very useful in the first place. Just got back the marks for my presentation and I don't feel very good now because I didn't do very well for it. Maybe I should have expected that in the first place. So why am I feeling so bad now? The exams will be coming soon and yet I do not feel the urgency yet. Why is this so? But then again, this time round, I don't feel as distracted as I did last semester. Maybe it's because there're some things that I've let go off. Some truths that I should have realised a long time ago. And I'm glad that it's finally over. That was no point anyway. No, I don't ever want to feel that way again. This time, I know better than to keep hoping and wishing for something that wasn't meant to be anyway.