Just beginning

Monday will be another beginning again. And as always, I'm filled with mixed feelings. But that aside, I wished to blog about something else today.

'Man looks at the external appearance but the Lord looks at the heart'

I guess this is a truth that I knew a long time ago, just that it re-surfaces time and again. It is so easy to see things on the surface. Yet after a while, what you feel inside will reflect on your behaviour. After all, how long can we put on the pretense? Will I, filled with enthusiasm now, be like that one or two years down the road as well? Have I been too naive, thinking that things are just as what they appeared to be? Or am I reading too much into some things?

But maybe I don't care anyway. At the end, what is it that really matters? I supposed we have to think beyond long term. And if we have eternity set in our hearts, what is all these anymore?