Sometimes I'd rather she not bother about me at all. 'Cos it seemed like everytime she did, it's because she needed something. Well, most of the time anyway. Is this all there is to our relationship? One that is based on exchange of favours and nothing more? At the end of it all, I wonder if we can be considered as friends, or merely acquaintances. Come to think of it, it's kind of sad isn't it? Where's the community? Where's the fellowship? Where's the love? Or am I isolating myself here? But I did try, so many times before. And it seemed to be the same every time. I guessed I've gotten pass the disillusionment part. The greater the hopes, the greater the disappointment right? I don't really expect anything much from them so please don't expect much from me either.

It's really strange that you can know a person for a short period of time and feel like you've known each other for so long, but you can know someone for half your life and still act like strangers in front of each other.