Ok, I guess most, if not all, of you will have no idea what I'm writing about below. But just bear with me k. I need to get this off my chest.
I knew this was coming. In fact, I tried so hard to prevent this from happening again. The last thing I want is for history to repeat itself. This time, I told again and again, things would be different.
There shouldn't be anything to it.
Daydreams, that's what it should be. I had thought that by setting a high standard, I could eliminate all possibility of it becoming a reality. In short, it was like daydreaming of living in a fairy tale and it's ok because I know that life will never be like that. By dreaming of something that I know will never happen, I do not set myself up for further disappointments. But you had to spoil everything with the things that you do. Though those little things might seemed insignificant to you, it meant a big deal for me.
Don't you get it? It was supposed to be a fantasy. My fantasy. Please let it remain as such.
There shouldn't be anything to it.
Daydreams, that's what it should be. I had thought that by setting a high standard, I could eliminate all possibility of it becoming a reality. In short, it was like daydreaming of living in a fairy tale and it's ok because I know that life will never be like that. By dreaming of something that I know will never happen, I do not set myself up for further disappointments. But you had to spoil everything with the things that you do. Though those little things might seemed insignificant to you, it meant a big deal for me.
Don't you get it? It was supposed to be a fantasy. My fantasy. Please let it remain as such.
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