Wondering...

I wonder if this is a sign. All of these incidents that have been occuring so far.


I wish someone could make the decision for me. Or just tell me what to do now.


Is this all worth it?

Have I made the wrong decision right from the start?




Posted on 17 January 2009, Monday, 10.55pm

Why do such people exist?

There are times when I wonder why it is that there are people who seem to strive on making things difficult for others, just for their own selfish desires. I'm really getting tired of all these. Mental games are not for me.

Felt like cursing that person but that would even be a waste of my breath.

Just let God do the judging....

I'm so full,

I felt like puking.
Serve me right for stuffing my face with so much food. =P

It's such a cold day today, and I actually shivered, a little, after coming out of the shower. And I'm contemplating warming up with my hair dryer. Yes, I've finally bought a hair dryer too.

Anyway, this morning, I wanted to log into my Lotus Notes at work, as per my usual routine every morning, when I realised that I had actually forgotten my password!! So I had to get IT to reset my password, which seemed to be quite a tedious process as I only got my new password at 2 plus. Not to mention that I almost lost my temper at the IT engineer who passed me the new password because I couldn't log in at first.

The wonderful part was that after I could finally log in successfully and changed my password, I suddenly recalled my previous password. *Faint*

But come to think of it, perhaps it was a blessing in disguise too, because not checking my email did free me up to do more things in the morning. Not that reading emails is a waste of time.

During dinner just now, Mel (our 'Er Jie') shared with us a vision she had. It was on dancing the Waltz with Jesus. And what a beautiful imagery it was too. It reminded me of the time I had learnt ballroom dancing about 5 years ago. Maybe I'll take it up again. Anyone keen to learn together with me?

I'm still feeling full, and Pet Society couldn't seem to load.

Just borrowed a book from my cousin, and felt like reading it even though I'm feeling rather sleepy now.

Oh ya, speaking of my cuz: Congrats on your O'levels results!!

Posted on 12 Jan 2009, Monday, 11.50pm

Sunflowers

I can't remember if I've blogged about this before. If I have, please pardon me because I've really forgotten.

Anyway, a few months back, Angie and I walked passed a florist shop and we saw a floral arrangement. It was in subdued colours, so we guessed, correctly, that it was for a funeral.

Then I told Angie that I wanted sunflowers for my funeral.


Posted on 10 Jan, Saturday, 12.30am

Changes...

Most of my friends will know that I do not drink coffee. Or rather, I did not drink coffee in the past. I'll usually order tea instead. But nowadays, I've starting drinking coffee, and it doesn't help that there are so many coffee places near my office. The thing is, I never used to like the taste of coffee before.

Do our taste buds change as well?

But hey, I guess everything can change, just like our body, and feelings too.

Anyway, I've just finished watched 'Minutemen' on Disney Channel. It's a movie on time travel. Not very original but there wasn't anything else to watch on TV at that time.

Why is time travel so appealing? So that we can go back in time and correct the wrongs that we had done? If so, then why is it that we don't learn from our mistakes and end up repeating them instead?

I still can't believe it's already 2009...it has been one year...

Posted on 4 Jan 2009, Sunday, 9.30pm

Unclutter

"What have you been busy with in 2008?"

This was one of the questions that Pastor posed to us during the watchnight service yesterday.

When he asked that question, my mind was suddenly a blank. But was it because I can't remember, or I wasn't even sure of what I've been busy with in 2008?

2008 has been a year of disappointments, hurts and regrets. But what is the use of looking back when we should be looking forward?

I've never been one to make New Year resolutions mainly because I know I won't keep them anyway. Haha.

Pastor advised us yesterday to unclutter our lives this new year. I wished I could just start a new life and erase all the bad memories. But I know that is not possible. We only have one life, so make the best of it.

This year, I pray...

• For a closer walk with God, something which I've neglected during the past one year
• For the peace and joy of the Lord even when times are difficult
• For forgiveness and the heart to forgive
• For the mending of broken relationships
• For the salvation of family and friends, and last but not least
• To love just as Jesus loves us

Have a blessed New Year my dear friends...

Posted on 1 Jan 2009, Thursday, 8.20pm